Dysthymia Perhaps. While the cursor on the screen is blinking, I am trying to find out whether I'm boring because I am bored or I'm bored because I am boring. It may be both and the cursor keeps blinking. I feel highly frustrated when I don't have something to write, oddly the only way to stop the cursor is writing. Maybe I am not supposed to be sitting here to make up sentences, sleeping could be a better idea but I don't want to go to bed, it somehow reminds me that I have no friends except for a stupid teddy bear. I don't have enough concentration to read a book, I find it hard to focus on anything. I tried TV but it has never truly entertained me. I cannot find something worth watching and with your remote control you don't control the TV but in fact the TV controls you. I.