A Real Love That I'm Learning

I'm learning a real love which makes me feel terrible, yet meanwhile perfect.

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I'm learning a real love which teaches me the worst pain in the world, but at the same time meanwhile the best emotion in the world.

I'm learning a real love which reminds me of himself every moment, never be able to live down himself.

What do you mean? Could you give a longer explanation?

What he provides that my mind with is confusing. However, I'm free thank to him because I'm learning that I can tell how to express my feelings to everybody.

I'm not sure if provides was what you meant, but I corrected the sentence for that anyway.

Never write " 'cause " to mean because. That's sloppy English.

I love you so much <3 ...even though you don't understand me...

Good luck with your love. ;)