need some thing to be good

It's long time since the last time that I have write something. Sometimes I get confused but most just feel nothing. Like everything is peaceful, too peaceful.
The situation changes every time when I go out with friends, with some talking, laughing and trying new food. Maybe I should go out more. Yes, all those things make me feel better. It seems that I know the problem and there is also a solution. I don't want to be a girl who could not smile. It just ......I have not be excitied for something for a long time. The music, the flowers, the blue sky...I really like all these things, but I don't know why these things can't make me feel good now.
The last time I remembered is two months ago that I did some reading. And now I pick it up, I need motivation and I am happy that I still have it after trying. Like swimming, that is my new hobby ~ And I have learned to swim this summer.
so, you see, it's still beautiful.
Consider that I haven't pravtice for a long time, these should be many mistakes in this short composition......

need something to be good       (/*do you mean "to feel good?"*/)

It's been a long time since the last time that I have written something. Sometimes I get confused, but just feel nothing most of the time. Like everything is peaceful, too peaceful.
The situation changes every time when I go out with friends. We do some talking, some laughing, and trying new foods. Maybe I should go out more. Yes, all those things make me feel better. It seems that I know the problem and there is also a solution. I don't want to be a girl who can not smile. It's just... that I have not been excited for anything for a long time. The music, the flowers, the blue sky... I really like all these things, but I don't know why these things don't make me feel good now.
The last time I remembered reading is two months ago. Now, when I pick it up, I need motivation and I am happy that I still have it after trying. Like swimming which is my new hobby ~ And I have learned to swim this summer.
So, you see, it's still beautiful.
Consider that I haven't practice for a long time, there should be many mistakes in this short composition...

not at all, you did very well.