cici's notebook entry: Jun 10, 2010 OK. I stopped recording any news about myself on my blog on SINA. I need a new place to start over. Maybe here is the best choice. I have just finished the relationship with my ex-bf. I have been in deep depression for a quite long time. But I believe I have done everything I could do to try to be with him, and failed finally. It is time to say goodbye. You will not realise what you have lost until it is too late.