about love

I just think I'm driving going crazy with (or being driven crazy by) all this situation. I didn't ask for this, it just happened. My heart is sick, and I am shivering and trembling all the time, reacting to the thoughts and memories that suddenly appear in my mind. I treated handled it in a the wrong way, I assume, 'cause in fact, I knew since the beginning it wouldn't finish well. Now, all I can do is wait until this pain goes away, even if it seems like it never gonna go.