Random Feeling

I'm at [an ideal] age , just seeing people having fun and [achieving] their [goals] . But What about me ? I'm just wasting my time, all time, all the time It seems like my dream won't [ever] come nor either will [it] shine.

I wonder what have I done ? What was wrong ? You can see that I'm all wasted [from the] outside but people won't ever see that I'm burning inside.

It's freaking easy because you all see what you want to see..