Some realities of my life

Everyone has their own likes and dislikes. Some people like to live their life busy and some like to be free. Those people who want to be busy, if suddenly they have free time on their hands it becomes difficult for them. I'm one of those people, who wants to be busy every second of their life. I think life is a very precious gift, which we should not waste. I want to learn some thing new daily. I like to dress well, go outside and meet people, but I do not go outside (leave the house)  these days. Before,  I used to some days, to go to university. I had one friend there with whom I talked a lot, but now our university courses are finished. Now I am taking a virtual university course,  so I stay at home and learn, that's why I don't leave home. This thing disturbs me a lot. I thought I would get a good job, and would enjoy life but unfortunately I did not get a job. Now don't know how to spend time at home. I love to play, but I'm the only kid in my home, so no one is at home here with whom I can play. I also like to learn English [/I also enjoy learning  English] so I have decided that I will focus on English studies. Will you help me, in this mission of learning English?