My life story, Part 34 I was extremely happy for this opportunity, and went to deliver the good news to the chief resident, but to my surprise, he didn’t take it well and was upset to loose me. He gave me his phone number so we can be in touch, but I ignored that and never called him back. I went to Tehran where my family were staying in refugees’ dorm, and went to scholarship office and fulfilled the missing documents and did an interview which was successful. In the documents, there were required to introduce 3 persons who knew me closely and could testimony of my loyalty. One of the persons who I introduced as my close friend who could endorse me and was a member of Islamic committee, despite my anticipation, not only endorsed me but voted against me and took the opportunity of the scholarship for herself. As always my happiness didn’t last long and I received a mail from scholarship office that my application for the scholarship to study in London was rejected. Once again I was betrayed by friends who I thought were true friends. Despite my anticipations, I was assigned to Bushehr (a provenance in the south) where I knew nothing about and although Ahwaz was in a war zone, I wanted to do my internship there. I went to Ahwaz and told them that I was assigned to Bushehr for my internship, But the chief resident who loved me very much, tried his best to keep me in Ahwaz and finally succeeded. I returned to the war zone once again but this time in the hospital which was behind the front-line I encountered with many wounded of war. Death and blood everywhere and worriers who suffered from wave of explosions and had lost their hearing and mental stability. There were not enough supplies to care for all the patients, so many of them were hospitalized in the corridors with minimal medicine and supplies. The doctors and personnel did their best to provide the optimum care possible for the patients despite the lack of medications and supplies. It was when I realized that as refugees we were in much better situation than these heroes who honestly were defending our country against the invaders. I was heartbroken and decided to do all in my power to help them and reduce their suffering.