just for fun always wasting time,I don't know how to make myself more effective althought i have given it a lot of thought,but the result is not satisfactory,there's a long way to go before something happen to me ,I have to find my passion to work to learn,it's really important to me .I also realize the fact that your work will fill a large part of your life ,if you find it very difficult to you ,you have to change something,you do need to like your work