I can do what to change the situation that I face now? When I see my friend who can ensure her target quickly but I still confuse for what I should do and pursuit,I truely feel depressed. I want to improve my Enghlish because I don't like others laugh at me .Maybe it's my own vainglories and I never know why I had participated in the examination on the CET band 4 and 6 before.I just define it a group psychology but maybe it doesn't fit me.However, I am still worrying about my future now.I know it's an obstacle in my period,so I should be determined to store more knowlegde and improve my spoken ability to cope with the possible problems that I will face. The difficult I face now is not an excuse for me to give up or escape from it.Above all,I should be calmed down to think thruoghly for what I can do and what I should not do.I believe I can make it better.So let's go.Come on.