Learning a language just takes practice! It's not easy, at first, but you just have to keep trying and learning more. Also, you use "Confusion" a bit incorrectly. Confusion is a noun (person, place, thing, or idea). You should use "confused". It's a feeling. So, this sentence
"i have something really make me so Confusion".
Would make more sense if you typed:
"I have something that really makes me confused"
The rest of my changes are just minor things to make it sound more correct, but you understand it the overall of it.