every heart go on his way , every moment your heart has lived make it foreget that . welfare makes a distance between you and him . he was your heart , you have to consive that he was your heart and your heart died, he was your age and your age passed , he was a moment from your hours.he didnot deserve your love.he didnot deserve your tears. he wasnot deserve a moment that he came your mind. it`s good for you that you far from him and every pain he caused to you , you have to find a cure for it. you loved him and gave him a lots of things . it`s my advice to you forget him and start to live better that you were living with him but if you loved him more and more back to him at all you the person who decieded the thing that you want.
all best for you.