What I feel... Hello! This is my the first post at this website and unfortunately it is going to be sad. I just want to express what I am feeling now and some thoughts concerning this. Everyday we can hear the news about airplane crashes, deaths from natural disasters, car crashes, terrorist attacs in various places of our planet. People die everyday from unpredictable circumstances but news report us it so regulary, so frequently, that we care about this less and less everytime, we become indifferent to sorrow of other people in this unfair cruel world. To be honest who really cares about unfamiliar people which in trouble in the other corner of the world for thousands miles apart of their home? Yes, we can regret about it, we can say: "What a cruel world we live in. It is so sad. Oh, poor people!", etc. but how many people remember and are upset about the news like that in a half hour after massmedia told us about this? Today something happened that forced me to feel really depressed (sad, creepy... I can't choose the correct world). It could be just one more bad news if it happened far from my location, in other country or other region. But a terrible road accident happened just few kilometers from my hometown. Two buses faced each other, 8 people died, alot of them are seriously injured. One of that buses was full of children. It happened in the place were I've been hundreds of times. One of that buses was the regular bus by (?) which I likely went to another city many times (I regulary go there by bus for my job). Absolutely no, I'm not scared for myself, I'm not afraid to travel by bus or other kind of transport. What I wanted to say is realising the fact that something terrible happened nearby makes us perceive the events completely different. I don't know what the moral of this story. I just expressed my feelings. Sorry if I spoiled your good mood because I didn't really want it.