2014-10-13 Turning point My older sister finally decided to go to Chishui(A small and very faraway town in my city) for work. After she devoiced with her ex-husband, she needed to find to new job to support her life and her little son. We lived together. It was really hard for a woman to find a job because she had a son, and she need to pick up her son from school everyday. Few months past and one of her ex-husband’s friend called her and decided to undertake a small store in a primary school in Chinshui. This town was very far away from the place we are living now, and she considered for a long time, and finally she decided to take this job. As per her accounting, because there are so many students in the school, the store can earn a lot, and my older sister was told that she can earn around ￥5000 each month. Both my older sister and my parents think that this should be a good change and it is a good job. The only disadvantage for this job is that she needs to leave her son at home and being taken care by me and my mom during school days. My sister can only go back home on weekends and play with her son on weekends. It would no be easy for her son to adapt to the life without her mom staying with him all the time. But we have no choice. Hope all will be better.

2014-7-28 Monday I have had to stay here for one or two months more. I have no choice. Hope that I can hand my job over to the new guy soon. Yesterday I went swimming, drank a lot of water.-_-!

2014-7-25 my job I asked for leave for several months. It is really bad, for previous time (I resigned on the middle of April), our boss did not approve my resignation; he said that it is because we had not recruit the new staff to replace you. In June, a new guy came. And our boss asked me to handover with him. But he did not carry on for long time, I worked with him for one months, he still could not do the job and deal with emails from customer individually. I was very upset. And suddenly, he left. And I still need to stay here. I really need to leave. I have the things that I want to do. So I talked to the boss. And he finally agreed. However, the other guys did not. And my introducer in the company called my family members, talked many things, caused now, everybody oppose my resignation. My families had cold war with me. My families asked me to stay, at least the boss find another staff to replace me. Everything back to the origin. What a bad experience！

3rd July I am very upset! I still can not leave! I want to burst into cry! Why the new guy can leave so easily?? He was the guy to replace me! I already asked for quit for about 3 months! Why ?why?why!!!???

Want to say good bye to my job Want to say good bye. I already asked for quit. Hope that I can leave soon. Want to find the original me, who no need to suffering and worrying about everything every day. I don’t know whether I made a correct decision or not, but I know that this job and life is not what I want and pursue.

Everybody so busy Recent days, many quality complaints. The workshop workers got many reworks. It is a big loss for our company we have to arrange the air shipment at our expense. What's worst is that I have to translate many Quality Standard. I have to update many sheets! And so many emails are waitting for me ! Feel sick! Seems endless!

recent days It is already March, and I just want to say: time flies. I still so miss my Spring New year holiday. But it is so short. Also, I got many pocket money this year. The time for our family members to gather together and enjoy the meals is very valuable. And I have come back to the office for about 3 weeks. It seems that we always so busy before and after the New year holiday. Many customers visited our factory every day. And there are so many conference calls every week. The weather is not so good, except the holiday period. Some time so cold and so times so wet. I am very sleepy and so tired. I really want to go outside and go for a journey. Recently, I was very interested in a Korean drama: You who came from the stars.Yesterday, I saw the "happy ending " of the it and felt a little sad because it ended so soon.

2014-1-11 to 2014-1-14 These days, it seems that all things are so bad. My older sister had a miscarriage on Saturday, it was such a sudden cause we are so scared, both me and my sister. There were only me, my sister and her son at home at that moment. We don’t know how to do and what to do to help her. We just cried and called 120. I though I will never forget that night. When I was in the operation room with my sister, I forgot everything and I was so fear that so many blood on the floor. And she said to me:” I know I have lost her.” At that moment, we just can no help crying. I don’t know why this happened because all went well before that happened. Today, my sister was released from the hospital and go back home. Hope all will become better, all the best wishes.

2013-12-31 The last day of 2013 Today is the last day of 2013. It seems that this year passed so far and I think that I harvest so little. At the beginning of this year, I began job hunting. During February to May, many things had happened and many changes. And we have the graduation ceremony even we have not (mentally) ready. I am not willing to leave our college and classmates. I always recall the day that we took the graduation photo. And I think in my mind, it is only 1 year passed, all changed， the scenery and the people. Hope something good to be happening on the last day, and the good wishes for my 2014.