looking for a job I'm afriad of looking for a job. Because it is a shadow which made in my heart six years ago. I'm afraid of the failures. I am always not confident（I don't know why） and when I failed, I am afriad of doing it because I am afraid I will fail again. This afternoon, I was interviewed a job as a primary teacher and I failed. I feel it's shamed. I can not close my eyes to sleep although it's very late. Because I will think about the interviewing and the job. I feel I wil crash.

Marriage I have married for six years. I love my husband and my family. We have a beautiful and cute kid. She is four years and ten months.Because of my family, I quited my last job, a primary English teacher,which is the 'iron rice bowl' job in China（I passed the exam to the job）and you will not worry you will lose the job someday., except that you make big mistakes or you quit the job by yourself.Every year there are many people who have the qualifications spend money and energe to attend the exam and try to pass it. Is there anybody feel that you and your husband or wife have no topics in common? And you found that you haven't talk to each other for long time. He or she always play computer or cellpone or ipad. There are a lot of silence instead of talking.We did and do I think it's an art to run marriage. And both of us need to learn how to run it.

Be tired I feel tired today. I want to sleep and don't want to eat anything.I feel thirsty all day and I drink much water but still feel thirsty. Am I ill?

How can I express myself in English when I chat with people who cannot speak Chinese? I can speak English a little.I can just say the simple sentences or words. People say: If you want to learn English well,you must speak out and don't be shy; you need to talk to native people.But when I chat with people who can speak English but can not speak Chinese, I want to talk more but I can not express my thought clearly? For example: In our school,there is a foreiger teacher and he speaks English but he can not speak Chinese. When I talk with hin about his duty of his job,I usualy can not express it clearly,then there will be some trouble with his job and my job.How can I do?How can I express my thought clearly when I talk to them?我会一点点英语，都说学英语要大胆张口说，不要怕出错，多与说英语的外国朋友交流来提高自己的口语。可在我与不会中文的朋友交谈时，却不能很好的很清晰的表达自己想表达的内容，只能说一些简单的单词或句子。每次和他们聊天的时候很想多说几句的，可是不知道用英语怎么表达。除了扩大自己的词汇量，还有没有其他的办法能快速的提高口语。谢谢！

my working life I was a primary school teacher in a small town which is in my hometown. I love the job,but because my family and I have to come here to find a job. Now I am working at a company as an HR. I do not like this job. Everyday I have to do many things which area not my duty to do, but my boss asks me to finish this or that. And my salary is so lower. What’s worse, everyday I have to spend 4 hours taking bus from my home to my company. I get up at 6 past 20 and I arrive at home at 8 past 30 into the evening. I feel very tired. I plan to find another job which is nearby my home.