SAD from last days i'm really very sad from last two days...it looks like that i lose my strength hope i don't want to be like that because God is great he can do any thing he can do any impossible thing i don't why its happened with us i'm broken i think i feel helplessness...

I shout on person today today i shout on a person... actually i was trying to get internet service on my sim and the company was not sending me the sitting for GPRS they deduct the amount of internet daily package but the service was not working so i was annoyed and get a number from the web site and call in that company firstly that person who receive the call said that he will call me back and when he call me back i told him that from the last night your company is deducting the amount but didn't send the sitting by which i can get the service he said i will help u but its non of my business this sentence make me aggressive and i start shouting on him i know that's very bad but i have no control on my aggressiveness when i become aggressive i just start shouting i want to control this i want to be patiently handle the things which make me annoyed or aggressive...i always prayer for myself that GOD helps me in every act of my life...

Good day today is a very very good for all Pakistanis because finally we win the cricket match from Africa...in world cup hope our team gives more good performance in next mates as well but i like one thing about African team that even they lose the match but never lose their smiles...that's the true sportsmanship i love their attitude towards the game Pakistani team must adopt this kind of sportsmanship..

Sharing i'm happy today because we got two days off in this week... Saturday and Sunday :D. usually we just have one day off in week that's Sunday but due to some contraction work in office our boss give us Saturday off in this week. in these days i haven,t much work in office so its seems difficult to spend 8 hours in office but i have to stay for hours in office even not have enough work at all. i'm searching for language partner but didn't found even a signal one who can daily spend few mins with me to learn English i'm sad about this but helpless i'm just keep sending request to peoples. maybe some one can help me...may be

Routine Life this moth is lent month, so i'm doing fasting. i want that God change my life internally my thoughts, my dreams and everything becomes positive for me, with the grace of God.last night i have seen a bad dream but i'm not worried because i have trust on God he will not disappoint me because i tell everything to him in my prayers he knows that how important that visa is from me so he will definitely help me. i'm thankful to God for want he gave me and he also listen my prayers. "God is Great" His Love for US is unconditional :)

Today Today is Saturday and i'm in office as usual, because in Pakistan few companies didn't give Saturday off to their employees well in these days i don't have much work office so it tough to spend time in office. well i'm excited for my visa which i applied yesterday hope God give success to me my sis and my mom to get visa because we want to visit my elder sis who is USA she is expecting a baby so we want to visit her..tomorrow is Sunday so its my Day off :) and will Skype with my sis and brother in Law

Believer Life is too tough, even sometime....most of the times we cab understand what to do..how can we make our life easier and comfortable but we are failed, because we can't trust on any one...even if you love some one you can't trust on him..your friends no you can't trust on them...no one is reliable...we can just share our problems with God..he is good friend..guider, savior, helper we just have to give him time proper time..if we are sincere with him he will never leave us...he keeps our secrets and give us a way to solve problems...he is the only one who is good enough for trust i believe in him..i shared everything with him..he listen me...i'm waiting for his voice because i said a lot things to him he will reply me soon i'm waiting...

please do correction for the last two days its raining here..i like this,it look like every thing is wash up and looked fresh but the bad thing is the roads are full of water, its horrible when i was coming through dirty water which is on the road my feet are almost full in that dirty water..i am sad in these days because i am missing my good time when i feel that life is for live and enjoy...but in these days i am feeling helpless a lone very alone...i want some change a good change all day i just sit and do nothing..in office i am doing work without any interest just for the time pass...