This is the end... As one song says: "This the end...". This is the end of my summer holidays. I had a very nice time this month and I knew that the end will come, but... I always have the hope of wining a big prize in the lottery and call my boss to say him goodbye for ever (even I have a good boss). This summer I didn'd do so many things as I thought but I had time to relax, to visit my family, to do sport, to be with my friends, to sleep... Now it's time to come back to "normal" life. My advantage is that I don't feel depressed or ungry or sad. Luckily for me (and my husband) I'll come back home as if nothing had happend. I have plans for the next months and I don't want to be "caught" by the summer. Autum, winter and spring have many good and interesting things to offer, don't be silly and have it in mind, you'll be happier ;)

I can´t sleep Here I am, at 4.00 a.m. Everybody is sleeping happily or if they don't sleep means that they are out having a good party night. I don't know why, but I woke up without a reason (maybe because of the hot in my room). I got up and went to the living room. I looked out the window. Is a fairly cold and silent night which give me peace. And what's the thing I do? Swich on my desktop and write a short essay in English (haha), very common activity at a very common time... In only two hours the birds will start to get up and I their birdsongs could be heard all over the city. I hope when they start singing I be sleeping again, tomorrow I'd like to have energy enough to do many things I've planned. Good night to everybody and have a nice rest. I'm going to back to bed and patiently wait for the visit of "Morfeo."

The book I'm reading I'm reading a book in which a young girl is the main character. She speaks about her chilhood and adolescence and talks specially about her sexual experiences. She talks about this topic in a very natural way, without taboos. The history she relates is very interesting, sometimes funny, sometimes sad, but always sincere, telling to the reader her owns and deep thoughts. I envy this way so clear to speak about sex. Nowadays, there is much more freedom to speak about this topic, but there are still many prejudices and hydden hypocrisy. You can be criticized for your opinions and comment. I like keep my personal and private life only for myself (?) but I'm sure if I talk about sex with some persons they will shoked and I'm afraid many of them could't look at me in the same way. That's the human race it is.

Why write is easier than speak? I ask to myself why write is easier than speak. I'm learning English and for the last three months I have been talking to native people. It's a very good exercise because every day I can understand more and more words. However, when I have to talk I have to think carefully all the things I want to say and sometimes I'm not able to remember the word I need. It's frustrating! When I listen to a native speaker I think "Yes, that exactly what I want to say", but when I have to do it... I hope some day I could speak English if not in a perfect way, almost in a acceptable way :(

I love holidays Here is again another time for holidays. I love this time because of I don't have to work, it's great! Im not especially interested in Christmas. Some years ago my last grandparents died and since then, for my family is a normal day. We usually meet for dinner but without any celebration, is a sad day for us. Next month will start the sales and that's great, I usually find some interesting and cheap clothes, I always buy things that I need, of course, I'm against consumerism. I wish you a Merry Christmas and happy New Year.

A huge patient Almost every day I speak with English native speakers. That's helping me to understand better their pronunciation and to learn new vocabulary and expressions. Otherwise, I like knowing new people all over the world, it's very nice and fun. The only problem I have is with people from Singapore, for example. It's fairly difficut for me to understand them, and I'm saying all the time "sorry", "what", "repeat, please". Some of them look at me like if I was stupid, hahaha. They must understand that my level in too basic for the moment and they must have a huge patient with me. Thank you to all of them for their help.

I'm meeting new people I feel very happy because after some long weeks, I've contacted with some generous people from several countries all over the world. We help each other with our own languages. I'm very lucky and I hope I could learn to speak English much better than now. Sometime it's quite difficult explain what we want to say, but with a big amount of patience we'll get ours objectives. It's a great expirience. I recommend it to all of you.

I live in a grey city I live in a grey city. The weather here is too bad. Most of year is very cold, cloudy and windy. It's like living in a eternal winter. I don't like this city, but I have to live in there. There are some people who like this weather becuase they were born here and they don't know another way to live. It's so bored, because I don't feel like going for a walk or going shopping. I only feel like staying at home, at my warm and confortable home.

I'm very tired It's 11 pm and I'm really very tired because I've been working all day. This fact it's amaizing because I was sitting on my desk working on my computer. I've only moved my fingers while I was typing. Every now and them, someone came into the room and talked to me for a while, even I split my sides laughing. It was a good evening for me but at the end I was wishing go to bed. Finallly, my chance has come. I'm going to sleep like a baby. Good night ;)