Kite I saw When I was a little girl , I swore to never lose my childishness, that I will never grow up to be a boring clumsy adult . I kept my words for years. I learned how things work in a bank , I learned how to drive a car, I learned how to cook, I got my first job as a waitress, but I was still willing to sit on the floor and play with the toy bricks. Then I went to college. Away frow home,the changes were happening in slience. Day one I stoped feeling for the weather ,Day two I bought a purse instead of a book. The environment changed,and I found a easy way to live. Till recently something changed my mind again. I’m living near by a construction plant , There is a huge pile of earth on the side of the road. One day I saw a bunch of kids playing on top of it, the dirt gets on their shoes and clothes, and it’s kind of dangerous too because they might fall. So I was thinking “Wow, bad parenting.” And then times goes on,days after that, when I was standing by the window drinking my tea , I saw them again, only this time ,they were flying a kite. The tail of that kite was so long , you can saw it swimming in the light blue sky. That was a beautiful kite ,and those kids ,they created it. I wish I was one of them.

Why do I hate everybody I have know this for a long time that I hate every people aroud me , and they never really liked me either.Naturlly their’s people convince themselves that every person is loveable and one should always be nice, but I just don’t buy it. This is about to figure out why do I hate every people around me.So today,me and my “friends” , we went to the amusement park ( it’s like adult verson of Disneyland).There’s Liz , parents work in another country. Mindy , not bad at math ,sucks at every thing else. Ross , overweight，overmature guy , kind of a nagger. Martty , tall and thin,never has a clue.And,there is a strenger I first met. At first , we all seemed to have fun,but then more and more clearly,the other two girls were totally ignoring me, they go here and there , holding hands,at first I tried to keep it up,but then I feel like I was just making a fool of my self. Honestly I don’t know what I did wrong.When we three were talking everything feels normal,we laughed together, seemed so intimate.But as soon as we were moving , Liz even run away from me to Mindy.I mean , It’s like seconds ago, me and Liz,BFF,and boom,I am nothing. The most possible reason Liz did that , I guessed, is because she thinks I like or should hang with the boys. It is true that I have a better relationship with them than she does, but, I never act like I would hang around with them more than her ! Besides , why can’t we just walk together, unless she dosen’t like them at all ,which she should just told me. More simple reason, she never liked me.I am just a convinent company so she doesn’t have to be along. Liz is the kind of girl never speak ill of anybody , but never tells like anybody either. Good to fit in anywhere, but never to have a relationship more than holding hands walk around together. Rarely I tried to find out what she really thinks deep in her mind, but I always failed.So either she’s really good at relationship, or just never think too much like me. So sometimes I like to call her vacancy girl. to be continued