Let It Go I am a loser again. For a very long time I have been obsessed with a love which I created myself. It is unrequited. There is a misunderstanding between us. He doesn't love me anymore. I screwed up everything. I am a stupid. I have no strength to fight with it. I am just waiting at the centre of everything without doing anything. I am just waiting the storm to ease. I forgot how long I have been there. Weather is changing, days are passing but I am still standing there. Amy T.

Good vs Bad There is good in bad and bad in good. It is good not to hear from you, it is bad not to talk to you. You told me that you hate me, so you blocked me everywhere. That's good... I don't want to meet you again because I know if I walk towards you, you will run. That's bad...I am just watching you from a point that you can't see. That's good in bad... Maybe I am standing next to you, maybe I am behind you. Maybe I am in your left, maybe I am in your right. You will never find me. You will never know where I am standing in your life. That's bad in good... Amy T.

Friends You and I have a timing problem. When I am ok, you feel down and vice versa. We can't both be happy at the same time. I saw you and you looked sad today. Whenever I feel down you become stronger, and when you feel down I pray for your wellness. Please be well. Forget me but remember yourself. And take care. Amy T.

Say Goodbye My friend, you haven't written to me recently. Maybe you have given up? I had my word and you had your word. Silence is going on its way. You think I am cruel and bitter, don't you? You hate me because I don't answer your calls, don't you? You don't understand how much I care. That's good. That's what I actually want. Maybe one day I will tell you about how much I care about you. You will be surprised when you listen to me. 'Till that day, stay safe and goodbye my friend. I wish you success and happiness with all my heart.

Reality My dear I understand you are confused. I didn't mean to confuse you, I only wanted to let you know we should stop it with our own will before it gets too late. We will get nothing at the end of this path. You know, we will be tortured and finally torture each other. You know, every relationship is doomed to die one day. Ours will die faster. A day will come to us when you are bored with living with me and when you don't love me as great as you did in the past. It won't be as perfect as you imagine. Trust me. Amy T.

Buried Diamonds I got your last message. I haven't written you recently not because I am angry with you, but because I am afraid of losing control over my feelings. Your words were full of anger. Maybe you were angry because I didn't write and I blocked you in my phone contacts. Being with you is like having a diamond but sometimes you need to bury the most precious diamond to the most hidden places so as to protect it. You are sure of its place, but nothing more. You don't want to look at it because its shine makes your eyes hard. You don't want to lose your eyesight. You don't want to touch it for fear of giving it any harm. But if you bury it, you won't lose your eyesight, nor can give it harm by your touch. Everything will be safe. That's because you never unbury it from its place, but you never forget where you have buried it. You always remember its place. Maybe you only want to forget about its presence because life becomes easier if you forget about the diamonds. You may buy much gold, silver or copper instead. I don't know what our situation seems to you, but what I see is the same with this diamond.

Love Fiction My dear your messages made me sad. I read all of your words again and again and burst into my tears. Unfortunately love is not something you can control. You can't push yourself to fall in love with someone because heart is stronger than brain when it comes to love. Nobody can push you love someone. You just fall if it's meant to be. I didn't push myself to fall in love with you. I didn't crush on you delibrately. I just fell for you. I sometimes think about the weird thing between us; we couldn't find each other if God hadn't meant it. I know God meant it for us otherwise neither you nor me would find each other to fall in love. The thing is I have become obsessed with you unconsciously, and I can't get rid of this. I want to get rid of this because we won't have a happy end. So what is the point to go on? How long will I stay obsessed with you? How much time left for us? A year, a decade, what? What if you died before me?How can I live with that? We need to stop it. God please help and give us strength to stop it. God hear me. Erase him from my memory and me from his.