Do you ever wonder?

Just a silly writing in the midnight I can't stop thinking about the human power, the mind power I mean like feelings is really impact of someone life I guess. the feel is really have power than anything, like when a sick person heard a good news that made them very happy the recovery could be faster, so the "feel" has really impacted. lately, in this years I felt not really good then everything surround me is also full of miserable, and I'm wondering that before is not like this, I realized then and talking with myself and think. "I think everything that happening around me is because of me, my closest people's problems is a reflection of me (even it's not my problem literally) "but their problem is effect me because they are mean for me of course their happiness or sadness will be mine too and I remember before is not like this when everything was good in me omg many people also had many happiness, could you believe that? I know I may sound crazy or silly to think this way but really I realize it now, I notice it. and then I think I got the conclusion that... whatever that happened around me is a reflection of what inside me. omg I can't stop thinking, I can't stop thinking about this life. this universe, human, animals, souls, feelings, heart, mind. who are you life?

Where to find this kind of words? This kind of words,  what is called?

- get rid of = out of something 
-get over   = it can be use as to forget something
Take off your shoes = put  off
-over come = it also can mean as get over something
And etc. 
I know some say this called phrases when we can't translate it one by one,  how can I get the list of phrases I didn't find it on google,   on google is more like methapors like "a piece of cake" "an arm and a leg" and etc.  I mean it's not what I want to find but more like that I've mentioned it before not a methapor. 
Maybe if one of you can add more the words and the meaning, you can comment below so I can earn my vocabulary more. I hope you get what I mean,  thanks in advance 

Asking phrase meaning "I'm here today following a very busy few weeks." what's the meaning of that? after "today" she will be busy for few weeks? Thanks in advance

Try to make sentences I will make a sentence from each word that I found. 1. You don't need affirmation from others of your worthiness 2. You are entitled to have a life that you've been dreaming of 3. Government should have full attention in people prosperity 4. Sometimes you have to convince your own self of your ability of doing something 5. You better improve your insight 6. Sometimes his sight is disguised 7. This fabric is subtle (?) I'm not sure this sentence is correct, I mean I'm not sure I can apply "subtle" in fabric. I translated the meaning of subtle is similar like smooth but I think it seem like methapor isn't it? so the meaning more close to sneaky?

Speech that I like to hear One of Philosophers that I like is Wayne Dyer, he is from U. S may God give a good place in another dimension there, he had passed away several months before may you rest in peace Wayne Dyer. I like him, such a humble man and wise. Listened to his speech is so interesting also inspiring. he talked many things concerned with life and human's nature espesially heart and mind and another Philosopher that I interested to from U.S is Abraham Hicks (I'm not sure I spelled her name right sorry if I'm wrong) I just found her speech last night. Listening them made me think and curious at the same time about anything that they've shared. it just made me so curious about knowledge that they've shared and discovered. I also like many Muslim Philosophers such as Rumi (I think many of you have ever heard that name). another else is Hafiz, Ibn Arabi, Ibn Qayyim, Abdul Qadir Al Jaelani and so on hehe they all such an Inspirational and wise people I like that and may be on my next note book I will share my favorite poems or quotes from the wisest people that I've mentioned it hehe. Anyway how about you? do you like Philosophy or any quotes that you like to read to boost yourself? :D

what do you think about depression? anyone do you think depression is a joke? coz I heard some people say depression is a sign of mental weak? I saw once on video talking about people who get depression is because they creat it for themselves? he recited about what he feels, like the feeling of unworthiness, he just couldn't find it for himself, he often shaking when he had speaking infront of people, he dont know what to do in life and his worth and he often feel sad, affraid and alone etc. . to be honest I feel bad for him, I want to know what the couses he feel that way? but he feel ashamed to himself like that. thank you for correcting my English or just wanted give a comment :)

this note book includes questions in English hi everyone! actually this note I wrote it twice I was writing and told my story then I went out from this site to the translate site to find out the word I need, then after that I came back here and saw my writing are gone oh my God it had long sentence already. Alright c'est la vie in France language means that's life (incase some of you don't know hehe). so back to my main topic, my topic is I had class today, English class it was my second day but I'm thinking now I think I still need to buy a novels or books in English to practice my English especially in grammar because some of the tenses I still not get it until now, I'm very keen to understand the grammar's English in general which is I still often confused with it. well some my friends said dont too concentrate with it, I got what they mean but if grammar in general I dont understand how can I speak English correctly, becouse my opinion vocabulary I can memorize it practice it everyday then I can remember that, the next question is how to apply all of that if I dont know the system or rules (grammar). Well I dont want be an author or make a book but at least the tenses in general I have to mastered it. like I still can't get it yet when to use have and had or.. sometimes I think "get" have many meanings for example "I get watermelon" and "let's get started" or "before you get into the subject you have read first" these are just for examples what i've been confusing hmmm so the meaning of "get" is not always "get" you got what I meant? is not always I get this book or I get this house etc.

note book includes questions in English hi everyone! actually this note I wrote it twice I was writing and told my story then I went out from this site to the translate site to find out the word I need, then after that I came back here and saw my writing are gone oh my God it had long sentence already. Alright c'est la vie in France language means that's life (incase some of you don't know hehe). so back to my main topic, my topic is I had class today, English class it was my second day but I'm thinking now I think I still need to buy a novels or books in English to practice my English especially in grammar because some of the tenses I still not get it until now, I'm very keen to understand the grammar's English in general which is I still often confused with it. well some my friends said dont too concentrate with it, I got what they mean but if grammar in general I dont understand how can I speak English correctly, becouse my opinion vocabulary I can memorize it practice it everyday then I can remember that, the next question is how to apply all of that if I dont know the system or rules (grammar). Well I dont want be an author or make a book but at least the tenses in general I have to mastered it. like I still can't get it yet when to use have and had or.. sometimes I think "get" have many meanings for example "I get watermelon" and "let's get started" or "before you get into the subject you have read first" these are just for examples what i've been confusing hmmm so the meaning of "get" is not always "get" you got what I meant? is not always I get this book or I get this house etc.