Fourth day Today I have nothing to write but in order to keep writing I need to find something to say. Yesterday My English teacher told me, our school board will move our school to another place because the budget of school board is overspend. Our school department is rent from an Chinese –Canadian, so every year the school board will pay around 4000000(I forgot the exact amount of bill) a year as the rent that the school board think it’s too expensive to pay. They decide to separate our school and rearrange to several other place. By the way I am studding in adult school it’s holding the same course like high school but it’s for adult. They may think it’s not worth to pay for “adult” hah ~~~But in our school have so many young adult international student who pays C$13000 a year tuition fee. But regular student only pay C$45 a year. How can school board overspend the budget!! At least in recent year there have many international students come to Canada to study. I don’t know what will happen later but I’m sure my schedule has been upset by this. Hope everything will be right soon.

Third Day Just finish my calculus 12th test. I feel my head is blunt until now. I find if my beginning is bad, the end will also not be good. I have been blocked in the third question for more than two minutes and the rest of the question gets harder and harder. I really don’t know how to solve it. My friend told me she post “derivative is hard “ on her Blog ,and one of her Chinese classmates reply that “it’s just a piece of cake.” She has been annoyed because she just wants to use Blog to express her feeling yet someone is so dull to pour oil on flames. I have a same situation as her. When I complaint it is hard to take calculus .My cousin replies me that you should understand it , is more easy than we are in China. It’s really are stereotype that people always think Chinese students should be good at science especially math.(When student who are not good at their classwork , peoples just think how poor the student is.) Really? We spend time to study hard but we are not invisible. Sometimes we just cannot be as others are expect, why put so much presser on us!! Ours achievement is not naturally, we pay so we gain that. But sometimes you just cannot do that , we just can’t ,no matter how hard you have learned. Maybe just let them to be the start, I would rather to be a silent stone to do my own work

Second day It’s hard to keep myself continue writing. Today I am almost giving up writing, I am start to entertaining. I watch movie and I cook except study. I really don't know have to writing, many people have so many things to say to write but me… Would rather to sit and speechless. I am watching a move called 《 another world》.It’s about a female whose car crush into another family’s car, and the little boy from this family died in the accident. After come out from jail , she feel so guilty about of what she did that every day she blame herself. One day she comes to the victim’s house because she saw the father in the family still alive. She pretends herself as a cleaner form a cleaning company and do cleaning for him. Later on, she and the father fall in love with each other. But the guilty still occupied her whole mind, she want to find a way to forgive her. That all I have watched right now. I will continue describe the movie tomorrow.

Dairy I have tried to keep write something in English every day before but it's all failed. I'm a person who is easy to give up but today I want to try continuing writing again since I have always made grammar mistake in my writing. It's really sucks!!! I'm a grade 12 students who are study in Vancouver right now. Today I have finished my calculus 12 , be honest my calculus teacher dose has ability to teach us but she always give us a bunch of homework. It’s hard to catch up her steps in our class, she always one step faster than us. For so many time I have try to working hard, do not be distract by other meaningless things , finally it’s all failed . Maybe I need to learn how to self-control, I need strong determination or motivation to motivate myself. No matter what I think now , right now I just need to push myself little by little. I will and I must solve my problems. .

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I want to make a friend who can talk english to me.And i can teach him chinese!

Do anyone want to talk english to me? Thank's.but now my microphone is out of order. i hope we can talk next time