Derailed Sometimes, it's really vexing when you can't get what you want even after exerting such a great effort. And to make it worst, that thing is all you ever wanted.

Wikang Tagalog Sa pagbabasa ko ng mga sanaysay o "notebook entry" dito sa italki, napansin ko na kaunti lamang ang mga Pilipinong sumusulat gamit ang wikang Tagalog. May mga nakakausap akong ilang mag-aaral ng wikang Tagalog na nahihirapan makakuha ng magandang pagsasanay sa pakikipag-usap gamit ang wikang Tagalog sa kadahilanang kalimitan sa mga Pilipino ay nagsasalita ng wikang Ingles. Kung kaya naman, naisipan kong sumulat gamit ang aking sariling wika nang sa gayon ay makatulong sa mga "followers" kong nag-aaral ng wikang Tagalog. Kung buo ang loob mong mag-aral ng wikang Tagalog, maari kang makinig o manood ng balita sa wikang Tagalog. Subalit katulad ng ibang mga wika, ang Tagalog na ginagamit sa pagbabalita ay kung minsa'y malayo sa pang-araw-araw na pangungusap na ginagamit sa Tagalog. Susubukan kong magsulat ng mga "notebook entry" o sanaysay sa wikang Tagalog para sa mga nag-aaral ng wikang Tagalog. Mabuhay! :)

New Beginning It is really hard to say goodbye to someone who has been so attached to you for such a long period of time. These instances are always inevitable. However as they say; to every ending, there is a new beginning.

A Thought to Ponder You can't stop the waves but you can learn to surf.

Thought for the day There are three C's in life: choices, chances and changes. You must make a choice to take a chance or your life will never change. : )

Must create balance This is bad. I am all focused on things and seriously dwelling too much on it without further reason. I should take things lightly. I will give myself a break. Maybe, I'm going to play badminton or bowling tomorrow with some friends. As they say "All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy however all play and no work makes Jack a mere toy." :)

Skyscraper I was receiving a bit of emotional problems lately for some things that happened. I am not like this, but when problems get out of control, you'll going to suffer and face stress. Then I was walking down the pavement and the bright city lights thankfully, gave me an inspiring thought to ponder. It was supposedly dark, but because of them everything's turning bright and visible. Same with my problem perhaps. I may be facing a dark situation but eventually a light will be offered and solution will then be available. As I continue to walk, I was never amazed of the tall skyscrapers in this city. I was used to seeing them every minute of every day but never did they give me an idea about something except tonight. A public bus passed speedily. It was having a music of some sort of skyscraper on its lyrics. I'm familiar with the song, I can hum the melody but I can't sing the song fully. Clueless, something sparked from within me. I can be like a skyscraper. After all these, I'm going to succeed. It's my determination to succeed that really matters. I can get over this. I knew it.

Career spectrum Over the past week, I've got a hard time focusing on things that really matter. I think I'm lost. I don't really know which way to go. It’s like I’m in the middle of something silently asking me which one to pursue and which one to leave. I can't choose two this time, I knew it. I have to chase one and leave the other behind. Got no courage to do so at first, scared by its fall back. I used to dream about myself working in a broadcasting company but often times I imagine myself on the aviation industry. Funny as it may seem, but on some rainy days, I imagine myself in the academe, teaching Calculus and Differential Equations. Never really my game but I believe it was not a bad idea at all. Pretty ironic, isn’t it? It's appears as a matter of life and death for me. I don't want to end up on the wrong side and sacrifice pleasure and feel like working at its worst, forever burdened by regrets. But now It’s inevitable. It has arrived. I can’t escape time now. Time has come for me to choose. I waited long enough for me to analyze but it did not really help me. Life is not about waiting for some things to happen; it's about creating things to happen. I need to take risks or else I will be forever asking myself countless 'what ifs'. I don't have to follow a path either; I have to create my own. Got my faith now. Whatever consequences my choice would bring me, I would accept it and forever I'll be glad to live with it and love it.

Bored Wednesday night. Never had a night as boring as this. Alleviated by Facebook a little bit, however after reading some news feed, liking a few post, poking back, replying to messages, it again dragged me to boredom. Tried YouTube, but didn't help either. Well, I guess watching movie can do the trick. I hope 'Hachiko' can help me.