求助！请大家帮帮我！ 在工作翻译中，出现这么一个词，实在是far beyond my ability.请大家帮帮我！ “兹兹声” 应该怎么翻译？英文中有对应的词么？ 谢谢！

Evacuation Is Over NOW I graduated from university for a fortnight, but I still stayed home indulging myself spending my time merely on reading, hiking and sleeping, which I reckon is only an action of evacuation from the society. I've tried to look for some positions I fancied, but the results turned out to be so disappointing. Yesterday, after I'd told a friend of mine what happened to me, she offered her advice :try again! She said:" A satisfactory job will never come unless you've really tried. Suddenly I felt so refreshed. What a simple thing it is! But I realized it so late. What I merely did after every failure is just to make myself drowned in the disappointment and complaint, which made me even negative and reluctant to accept the reality I decided to start to look for a job again and be positive to be faced with the failure I might encounter. Evacuation from the this can only make me more self-protected and more disconnected from the society. It's over now! 18/7/2012

First notebook entry: Introducing myself I am so reluctant to write this.But if I don't,I cannot continue completing this form.