They are both unnatural actually, but ‘on’ is less awkward than ‘about’.
I don’t trust myself. (Best, ‘that’ being clear from context)
I don’t trust myself to …
I don’t trust myself to be reliably on time with a start time of 4am.
I don’t trust myself to not hold a grudge.
I don’t trust myself to do that.
I don’t trust myself to remember that.
I don’t trust myself to behave like that