a woman addressing her son ( correct this Please .)

My dear son ,
One day when I get older , you will see me rrational irrational in my actions
... . Then please
Give me some time and some patience to understand me
When my quivering hands shake and make my food fall on my chest,
And when I am not strong enough to wear my clothes .
Be patient with me .. And remember years have passed since I taught what I can not do today .

If I am no longer elegant with my beautiful smell , > i don't think elegant is the right word to be use here!
Don't blame me for that but remembers my numerous attempts to make you a beautiful kid with elegant smell.
Do not laugh at me if you see my ignorance and my misunderstanding of things your generation do .
But .. Be my eyes and my mind to see and understand what is weird to me > understanding for what i think is weird.
I taught you before how to face life.
How can you teach me musts and musn'ts while I am the one who brought you up and taught you everything .
Do not feel bored of my weak memory and my slow words and my thinking during your conversation.
Because my happiness of the conversation now is just to be with you
Only help me to get what I need. I still know what I want , not what you want me to do .
When my feet are unable to take me to the place where I want to go , just help me and remember when I was taking your hand a lot when you were trying your first steps and was never bored or tired of that .
Never be ashamed of taking my hand today, then tomorrow infuture you will be looking for as look after by your son who takes your hand when you get old like me .
At my age that I know that I'm not on the verge of life just like you
But I simply waiting for death!!! So be with me .. Do not be a gainst against me .
When you remember something of my mistakes, you should know that I was seeking only for your interest .

The best to do now is to forgive me .
And be with me only as much as you can . May Allah bless you and He also may also forgive my sins .
I was with you when you were born and my only wish is for you to be with me when I die .

nb : is this a nasyid ... i kind of remember hearing this...