making decision is really hard sometimes you know what is right thing to do but because of things you're going to lose, making decision is really hard. so you stay in an estate of suspension and you lose lots of other things too. I'm exactly there right now. i know what's the best possible choice but i cannot decide it. it's hard to be like this and has lots of pressure on your shoulder. now, i left it to the time, maybe something new happen and make it easier to decide.