for english learners as i was still a child, i'd never had much time spent for myself. i'd rather park myself with a novel instead of going out with friends. despite my peer pressure, i always wondered why on earth i did not had much friends back then, yet same question i ask myself at this moment. my mother explained that i needed to be much more friendly,for i am not a very social person. on the other had, my father would remind me everyday to make new friends. it is a little sad and funny at the same time when you realize how silly you can be with yourself and still have the courtesy to blame those around you for your behavior.