Single's Day Is Coming

Single's Day is approaching to me, just like my birthday, without fail. always so defenitely definitely.Sometimes, I regard myself as a failure,no appearance,no beauty, no money, no ability and even no future. However, at the same time, my father's face will come into my appears before my eyes, as if he were was looking at me with diappointment.  Some strange force fills my body So, some kinfd of force is full of my body. 1 And then ,I get recoveringif I can recover from this ordeal, I should try do my best to become his honor, not his shame. That is This will be my goal.  Wish the God bless my father with a long life longevity.

Why so sad?  You essay is the saddest one of all the 1400 essays I had corrected.  You profile photo does not show an ugly face.  If you have no money, then earn it.  We all don't have the kind of money you are dreaming of.  We all have to work for it.  Not everyone is born with a silver spoon.  If you have no ability, go and learn something!  What do you mean you have no future?  The future is in your hands.  What you have, you did not realize is youth!!!  Millions of others will gladly trade your youth for all their wealth!

You punctuation spacing is all wrong.  No spaces before comma or full stop.  Leave one space after a comma and 2 spaces after a full stop.

1.  I don't understand this sentence.  So I am guessing.  Write in Chinese if you want an accurate correction.