my life I'm so sorry tomake such a decision. No matter how, it's my choice of life, or rather, living. I just think I will beunable to survive under sounkind regulations on my dear homeland. But I have to face the truth, for it's just what a Ts should do. Developing for so many years, our motherland has improved her power in some aspects, like space technology. There're such excellentpatriots contributing,without doubt. But why daresome others publicly challenge us as if they could defeat us certainly? It’s because we have not shown a power great enough to them. Maybe wehave, but it's not time to; or maybe we don't. Though it's peaceful many where, I can feel nervous about our future. It's cruel but realistic, my contemporaries.I saw some boys losing in game. I saw some girls enjoying display. I saw somemen explaining their lives. I saw some womenbecoming worried wife. "I saw a man saw these too, and said they're allthe truth." Life is beautiful. But perfect life does no belong to you.Can't you feel painful when someone hitting our kind hearts with their unbearable behaviors? Our country is beingstrengthened but also weakened. Sooner or later, our nationals' fate will beassociated with our abilities. We need you, dear. We need you to change the poor looking in your hometowns,give them a warm shining. Of us all, we've lived on this land for more than adozen of years, which accounts for your necessary to be brave enough. I don'tthink who would accept saying oneself is tooselfish to do sth. for his home. We need too much. Spirit, science& technology, ability, experience, chance, material bases... As teenagersand students, you ought to keep our positive traditional mind for long. Sometimes, there will be sth. in the way, seemed hard to pass. Please listen tome. What you hate more but ought to do iswhat you must do. If not, don't you think you betray yourselves? Are youafraid you're so weak? When there're ways to choose, remember your determination that you're fightingfor your nationals. Beliefs will lead you the way. For example, we're preparingfor the entrance examination to the collages. Do you work very very hard only for your marks?

Today It's sunnday.Today is a sunny.We don't have class.I have found a party-job with my friends.I feel some tired but very happy.