The Great Day I'm very gratefil for everything I have had. Nothing to say. We just need to move forward and do our best in the current moment not hoping for the future and not regreting about the past. Just do our best in the moment. And I noticed today that everything comes at the right moment!!! We spend 3 days weth a great family of my partner. I saw him working very hard. I felt how it's so important just to support each other. From it a great devotion and love and gratutide arise.

What day was today? Today we went at my boyrfiend's parents. The house is so nice and the family is so warm and walcome that I feel great here. Since my family and my parents are far from me now, so I can feel this family warmth which I was really missing about. I did my study today, then we had a luncd and talked. After we went for a wald with his mother and niece in the park. And in the evening we went to the local cinema with this niece. We watched a nice movie. Then we got home by taxi. And now the way is almost finished. But the boyfriend whas been working all day long, he's IT developer. And now it's still midnight and he's still at the computer. For this day we talked maybe for 2 minutes. Maybe he brought me here not to feel lonely cause he's completely busy. I know that it's completely nice but I want just a lottle bit his attention, just for 2-3 minutes, some hugsand warm words. Is it too egoistic? I'm very emotional and open and this cold-bluded relation make me a bit worry. Sometimes I don't know if I'm ready for such a situation when we are sitting at our computers but nit together. I don't want to go to dramas...I know that people have certain picularities but still I feel uncomfortable about it. Is it selfish?

Another lovely day with my partner This day has been great!!!! Today I went to my new student, little 8-years-old girl. We had really great time together. She really loves having fun. Then I went to my very good friend. We had lunch together at her house. We had soup and pasta with meat souce. That was delicious! Then we studied English together, I helped her with listening and grammar. As she's a professsional massanger she made me very good massage. I was feeling so relaxed and fresh after that. In the evening I wanted to go to bar to meet some foreign people for conversation. But I called my boyfriend and he finished studying, so I suggested him going to dine out. We spent really great time together in a small cosy restraunt chatting and laughing and discussing our plans and jobs. Even we didn't speak English but we spoke the common language - what's even more important. I'm so glad I have him. Take care of your partners and speak to them only the same language.

I'm just going sleep...This day is over as any previous one The day is over again and I'd like to make a comslusion for myself. Today I has been at home all day long and have been thinking and working on my teaching strategy, studing different resources on the Internet. I can say that it's not so easy to get your own vision on some topics on how to get a right path in what you are going. There is no one ready metadology which satisfies me completely. It's like jigsaw puzzle and you need firstly to find all pieces and only after that you'll be able to understand the totality and put each part into the right place. So you really need to make efforts, to study. to look for, be curious and starving for these things. I've met already many obstacales and doubts are some of the strongest ones. they are so many. But if we follow them, we stop ourselves,stop our progress and development. Every time we need to overcome these obstacales in order to become stronger. Finishing this day I see that this day hasn't been a waste of time but one more step in my development. Good night to everybody. May all our best wishes come true!!

Please advice me an adequate news site Hello, friends all over the world!!!! I'd love to be in touch with what's going on in this running never stopping world. Sometimes we see the worls as crazy, sometimes as alienate, separated from us but we need to keep remembering that we are the part of this world and nothing actually can separate us. We are inevitably interected and interconnected. So therefore it's worth whowing the last events and seeing what's going on not only around your nose but a little bit further. If somebody knows an adequate rather non-personal and non-judgemental news sourse with broad observation of world events, please share with me. I'll really appriciate this. May everybody will have a clear picture of the world!

Expectations and hopes Hello to everydoby! Today is a sunny day like many summer days bofore. Nothing special. Yesterday I went to bed quite late, so the process of getting up was pretty problematic for me. The head have been full of heavy thoughts, that make you confused and akward, all day long. But what's the poind to be nervous and confused? How likes it? Nobody! Hwo wants it? Nodody, again. Today I got to think about being here and now? Is that possible. Absolutely. at our happiest moments we always here and now, we don't think about the pase and never flow in the future. It's means we need to throw back our boubts. confusion, hopes, fears and expectatons. It's our job to enjoy everytning that happens to us, trust our inner strenght and power. Let we be our inner quide stars!!!