EXO Come Back To America! Earlier I watching EXO funny moments ( compilation ), some videos were at their concerts. Which made me start getting upset, because EXO came to a town that was a few hours away from me. They performed on VALENTINES DAY ( 2 months ago), I asked my parents for weeks if I could get tickets to go. It was a huge " NO" every time, and on that day I sat in room eating chocolate while just being so mad and upset. I don't know when EXO is going to perform over here again, but if they do I probably won't get to go anyway. I really want to see in concert instead of just a video on YouTube, and If I got to meet them I wouldn't be able to speak. I can just see the embarrassment now, the few Korean words I know I'm sure I would mess up. The worse case would be stuttering, while waving a pen and paper. If I got a picture with one of them that would be amazing, everyone must think I'm a weirdo when they read my entries xD

Your Cute To Lately I have been thinking about someone, whenever I play " MineCraft" I think of him since we talk about it a lot. He's open minded about things like me, we talk about video games and politics. Yeah I know it's an odd combination, since that's something I admire him about. Actuality about a week ago he told me that I'm "cute", though I made a joke out of it calling him " Lover Boy ". When I get nervous or scared I start joking around, I'm not really social and I use that to make a situation funny,I wanted to say " Your cute to" and I didn't know how he would react. When I think of him I smile, and when there's a massage from him I get so excited. To be honest this is my way of telling him that I like him; so if he sees this, hey I like you a lot....

What Is It Like? Last night I was on YouTube, and I stumbled upon a genre of videos called " ASMR". I found boyfriend role playing ones, OK so ASMR is kind of hard to explain. Though it's about noises and sounds, with the boyfriend ones it's about soft whispering and kissing sounds. After watching one I started crying, it just feels like I'm missing out on something.I feel like loser listening to these, part of me pertends it's real, but when the video finishes it's back to reality. I just feel alone and I ask myself " What is like, to have someone there that wants to cuddle. Is this normal to always feel like this?

Me As A Baby Baby me, what race do you think I look?

Any Anime, Movie, And Drama Suggestions Lately I haven't found any good anime to watch, same with movies and dramas. A few weeks ago I found a couple great movies to watch; which was "Werewolf Boy", "Runway Cop", and "See You After School". I also tried watching " EXO Next Door"; after watching the first episode and part of the second one I couldn't handle it, it just made me cringe. Not that I hated it, I just felt really embarrassed for the girl ( main character ). A drama a started watching is a Taiwanese series called "Bromance ", I haven't finished watching it though to me every episode is kind of the same. I haven't found any good anime lately,but I have been watching more Yaoi anime since I can't find any good regular anime. If you have any suggestions just let me know :) Also STOP CORRECTING my entries, I hate it since people assume I don't know English. I know English and it's my only language, if you see errors just let me know instead of making it public. I get enough critiquing from my teachers, I don't need strangers doing it.

Teaching I have decided to help teach English to High Schoolers that want to learn, I'm in High School so it's best to help teach at that level. So if your in college, like about between 18-21 I can help you though if your over that I can't. So if your 22+ I can't help you, and right now I can't use Skype to teach, I can help answer questions or help you with whatever else you may need. I'm doing this to,because I keep getting messages from old guys wanting to Skype with me.

Confidence And Dating Lately I've been seeing a lot more couples out, most of them are around my age. Sometimes I get upset or I start feeling like a loser, I don't have any confidence which is something I noticed. My friends always talk about how wonderful their boyfriends/girlfriends are, while I sit there with my head down. When they talk about going on dates and kissing, I just feel so upset and envious. Since I'm a super shy it's hard for to talk to guys, I can't even look a guy in the eyes. I had a tutor that was really cute, but every time he looked at me to explain a math problem I couldn't look at him. It was just so embarrassing for me, also a church there was a guy there that I liked. One morning he waved to me and said " Good Morning. ", being me I turned red as a tomato and stuttered " Morning". I'm not that confident since I'm overweight, I hate how I look and when I see a cute guy I just hide.

English Colleges In South Korea I have been wondering if anyone knows, if there's any Korean Colleges that have English spoken classes. I want to study in South Korea, since I don't know much Korean I want to be able to go there and study

Messages Lately I've been getting a lot of messages; like " Hi " ," Could you help me?" ,"Can you teach me English?". I love when I get these kinds of messages, but I've also been getting these kinds of messages " Hi pretty" ,"Hehehe so young " , " Add me on Skype", " Pretty girl". Those to me are kind of creepy, I know some of these are compliments. Though most of those are from guys that are 25-50 something, my profile clearly says " 16 years old " on it and yet these creeps still do it. I only talk to people my age or a little, 21 is the oldest I talk to. I don't mind if you want to message me, but if your going to be creepy about it please don't. If your older like 24+ please don't, what kind of things would you talk about with a 16 year old girl anyway? I know this might seem mean, but this is for my own safety.