Do you ever feel this way?

Do you ever feel like you're not feeling some emotion anymore? but when you feel it again, you don't know how to react.

another semester in college I already started school (can I replace school instead of college to indicate I'm going in college?) for about one week since my last day of holiday and from that I already got a lot of assignments. Although I saw that it'll be coming, I was surprised that I was going to get assignment this much. I was expecting that I'll have some time to read or do something beside of what I'm studying at school. I mean these assignments takes so much of my time, but it's okay actually lol. I just feel like I should do something about my time management, so that I can do both of school life and my social life. It's ironic that I'm studying about management (economy, human resources, accountancy, etc) but I can't manage my time management well. lol I'm bad. any tips for this? anyway please correct me if there's any mistakes in my writing (ofc there'll be lots of it). ps: I was writing this while doing my assignment LOL (ain't anybody cares though)

i want to improve Basically, I understand English. I just need to practice so I can fluently talk in English. i love speaking in English and make new friends from all over the world. I want to improve my vocabularies as well. I often talk using common words, and sometimes i still don't know the English word for lot of things. i have so much work on my vocabulary lol. my grammar is still bad too. i have so many things to improve though.