i feel this is a slow "suicide",i need ur opinions,thanks!  i have a Finnish bf,we've been together for one year, his job situation makes him only can stay 6 months in China.thus we seperate once in while. one month,or three months. we have been considering to get married.but  both of us thought it's a bit early.     But this time,we feel if we're gonna seperate again and again,it makes us feel bad...and i had a problem with my boss,thus i quit,he knew that situation,and not allowed me to work  in that company.we discussed about our future plan:i dont work.and go back with him in August to see how life in Finland is (i havent been there) ,cuz i dont have job,i asked him to "pay"me in a not serious way,i thought we cleared..but y'day i asked him how much he would like to give me,he just made jokes,and asked if there ways to have short time job?it makes me feel he doesnt want to,my money will be running out soon, my feelins is that he has that ability to make me not to worry about this kind of issue.but he just ...i know our culture is different in this aspect,but he knows our culture as well.now i dont job/money,nothing to do everyday makes me feel annoying.if i worked now,i feel it would bring effects on our relationship.we planned we would get married before the end of 2012.but if we're seperated for that long time.i dont believe long distant relationship.
now im looking for a short /part time job in cheng du,hope there would be nice people to help me, and i need ur opinion.....kiitos=thanks=xiexie!!