why is it like this?

I found out if you write an English essay on italki, there are few people revise it for you. But if you are writing an Chinese essay, you always get some help and many people will answer your questions. Why it is like this?

choose to do good or not This morning,i was sitting in the shutter bus and suddently saw an old man knee down on the street.His wife lay down beside of him.both of them got grey hair and wear old time jackets.they look like typical old couples from countryside.My heart just got hurts when i see them,Because there are some smiliar expression on their face remind of me my grandma who just passed away last month. I choosed to take off from the bus and walked to them.At this time,they got some problems with the police because policeman said they influenced the traffic.and they better move their place.I gave the couple 10yuan and then aslo told them,they should not stay here.Better to be a more safe place.the police told the old man"i understand your situation but see the good heart girl who gave you money aslo told you to move the place".the old guy said"yesterday there are a guy who gave me 700yuan."i dont know what the old guy means to say this.Maybe i just give too less money.at this time,another guy on the street told me"do u know they are cheater?"i said,"doesnt matter,they are old"he said,"yes,but they are not sick.yesterday they got so many money,a guy gave him 700rmb and another one gave them 500rmb."i didnt hear more and just left. I actually feel very good,no matter they are cheater or not,at least there are some people in the world who cares about others and willing to help those people who is homeless and hopeless.Dont let your doubeness to stop your heart of helping others.We take the responsiblity to take care our own heart,to keep it good by doing good,And its their own responsibility to take care their own heart,to cheat or not.

The Past When you think about your childhood,chasing with your friends on the grassland.The past taste like strawberry juice,sweet to your tone and then to your throat. When u think about first time you fall in love,kissing with your first girlfriend secretly beside an apple tree.The past taste like red wine,you fall into the mellow taste and cant get out from it. When you think about first time when your heart got broken,crying tears get your pillow wet. The past taste like bitter chinese medicine,the endless bitter make u never want to drink it again. No matter who are you,where are you from,what is your gender,no matter you are rich or poor,we all get the same past. (just some thoughts from today,hope anyone can correct and polish my writings here,thank you!)

are there any people interested in buddhism here? I m recently very interested in buddhism ideas,dont know if there is anyone here have the same interest to talk about it.

what is the difference bettwen'ich bin in berlin geboren und ich wurde in berlin geboren? i dont know the differences between bin geboren and wurde geboren,which one will german people use more?

First notebook entry: Introducing myself hallo zusamen, ich bin neu heir,und ich suche ein Tendem. Grüße