Delicious or Sufficient A day before, I went to Kajang with my friends to release the stress and tension we had after 6 days of class. We went into the mall there, and just wildly entered some of the cloth shops and the bookshops. One of my friends want to buy books for his sister using the bouncer the government had given and the other friend want to buy a new bag. I’m just followed where they went because my main reason going out is to eat the Domino’s pizza. After the walk in the mall, we went straight to the Domino’s Pizza. It is a long time after I had thought and wished to eat pizzas. We ordered the special promotion had there, 3 regular size pizzas with the price of RM60 after RM30 discount. Sure it was a lot of pizzas there, and we enjoyed eating it. After eating we took the bus and straight went back to our college. In bus, my tongue still longing for pizzas thus brings the feeling of hunger in my stomach. Then I ask myself, why I still want it when I had already eaten it a lot? Then I realized, it must be because of the deliciousness of the pizzas that I want to eat it again. But another question came, why I want to eat the delicious food but still feel hunger when ordinary food also can make the hunger gone? Actually, we want to eat delicious food not to fill our empty stomach, but we want to fill the lust of eating something good. We human always want something good for ourselves. The better the happier we become. But it is the quality only that becomes the main point? How about the quantity? Isn’t it already enough to eat what the stomach want? Just some ordinary food that sufficient with the nutrients and easily digest by the system. It is actually sufficient just to eat ordinary that can fill up our stomach. It doesn’t matter whether it too delicious or ordinary taste. If it can fill up your stomach than it is okay. When eating delicious food we sometime want to eat it more and more. When you finish eating it, the mind came playing, “Why I stop eating, I want to eat more,” “Argh, it is not enough, I want to eat again”. My lecturer said, we want something branded and good because of our ego, when we get it, we want more and more, there is no stop to our ego and lust. So, why don’t just buy something ordinary and cheap but sufficient for our daily needs, if ever want something good and branded, try to control it not to buy every day, once a week is enough. Remember the peoples at other side of the world that can’t eat branded nor good food.

Determination Hello there, it's really been a long time after I wrote my last entry in Italki. Actually my lecturer had ask the students to write back in this site about a month before, the first week of this second semester of my diploma program. Thus, now it is the seventh week of the semester. It is really late to write my first entry today, but the job must be done. I'm sorry Mr Kevin. After the last semester end, I thought that I want to study harder in this new semester. I want to defeat someone in this semester, actually. But as time goes by, I realized that my effort is not much as what I had did before. I realized I became more lazy and act as the subjects I learning in this semester is easy. But, the subjects is very different from before. Now, most of the subjects are being taught in Japanese, and when you don't understand the Japanese, you mostly will not understand what had being taught. Now, I must study more by myself instead before I just clinging to the lecturers' notes. But, I did not study more, instead I just take it easy. Before, I can reach to 4 am just to study all the subjects, but for this semester, when the time reach 2 am, it is likely to seeing me falling asleep on my bed. Although I had wished to stay late that night, I just cannot fight the feeling to close my eyes and sleep. I don't know why, but my efforts now is lesser than before. It just like my determination before had vanished. I don't know what to do. The subjects become harder, but my efforts become less. This situation must be stop actually, but I don't know how. Please help.

Days before the Day Hello, today I'm writing this entry is just another few days until the final exam for the first semester for this matriculation year. I'm nervous and scared because, although just matriculation year, the result for this exam will be sent to the university in Japan. From the result, they will evaluate which candidates is more suitable to entering their university. So, for me to get a good and excellent university, I, myself must get great grade for this examination. Yeah, although this week is given to the student to make a revision, some of us did not started to study yet. Maybe of an event that will came another day, the paper car race. Some of my friends, whose his/her team didn't finish their car yet, they struggling to finish it to win the race. They so busy to make a better and faster car everyday. I remember what my lecturer said, "You need to manage the time efficiently, don't just focus on that car because the car you make is not very important for your carry mark. Try to learn multitasking." Yeah, she was definitely right. I'm still in the process of learning multitasking. It is was very beneficial to us, because in a time, we don't just stuck in one job only, when others are waiting. When we do jobs, some of it may come to a point which we don't know how to do it, so don't just sit there a wait till idea came. Instead, do another jobs, sometime, when you do a job, idea about another jobs will come unintentionally. So try learning multitasking, because it help you a lot.

Where is my teammate A few weeks back, me and my friends had given a task, a project to finish producing a car from paper. All of the JAD students had been divided into a group of 4 or 3. My team consist of 3 person, me and my other 2 classmates. Both of them love cars and automobiles. If we are talking one type of car, they surely know well the car. At first, being in this group, thought being in a smart group running on my mind. But, when the tasks had started, I realize that this group would have many problems. They love giving idea and inspiration, but that all. They are just talker, not much help even though. From the beginning, almost all the job is done by me. The sketching, the drawing, the proposal, the making- all by me. When sketching, they took a picture of car, Ariel Atom, and told me just to copy that car. It still ok to me. But when we want to doing the proposal, I asked them to do too. In ICT room, we are discussing and debating what to do, but when the time we want to put the words into Microsoft Words, we went home, because of the time. I thought, that we will continue once we at our room, but what they do is just sleeping. Once again, I do by myself. Same happening when "we" want to draw technical paper and making the car. Luckily, this few days, they know they want to win, so finally they came to help their team to win. But, where are you all when the past few week I just do it by myself? You all just came to help when there still 4 days before the match, after I had finish almost the car. But I appreciate for your help even though late, and I'm sorry because this make me feel selfish. Thank you to my teammate, my roommate, my classmate, my lecturer and my love.

Stupid Beauty A few days back, we had been told to make a presentation about anything we want. At first, I really had no idea what to present. But my friend who like to read people's blogs, already had an idea what to do. He will do the topic about bimbo. Bimbo according to him and what he read, is a woman who is attractive, but amazingly stupid. She just had physical attraction but her knowledge is almost zero. Based on that, me and my friend made a joke according to our college. We thought that, there is no bimbo in our college. It is because none is attractive in our college. Then, this thought came to me, how do they say that someone's beauty or not? Beauty is an abstract that can't be measured. There is no exact measurement to check how beauty she/he/it is. It is different from smartness of someone's that can be measured by the test, the quizzes and the marks and grades he/she get. The feeling of someone beauty was came from our heart. We can feel someone is beauty despite everyone around say the different. We always said that our beloved one is the most beauty person we had ever seen. But do everybody feel the same? They might feel that our beloved one is so ugly that they wish they never meet that person. Because there is no exact measurement for beauty, someone can easily manipulated that he/she is beauty or not. Do you feel you are beauty or not? If everyone around say you are not, just ignore them. Just believe that you are beauty because beauty is abstract and came from everywhere.

Thank You, Friction... Hey, what happened to my new shoe? It's sole had gone, this surely that freaking friction's doing. Argh I wish that stupid friction just get lost from physics theorem and my life too. Haha, have you ever thought that? I once had, when I don't know yet what this friction is all about. But when I know what it is about, friction really helps a lot in our life. Yeah, maybe it bring disadvantage too, but when compared to it advantages, the ratio is just small. Friction help me pass my exam and continue to college life. Without friction I can't even hold the pencil to write and the tip of the pencil will just slide through the answer sheet without leaving a scratch of carbon on that paper. I can also stop in front of my girlfriend and talk to her. Imagine there's no friction, I just pass right in front of her without managing to stop in front of her. How can I talk to my girlfriend like that? So, friction really help me in my life. This friction have it bad though, but because it good was so many, I forgot it's bad. So, thank God for creating friction and thank friction for always be with me.

How You Feel? Sometime in our life, we eventually meet up a situation which we never wish it to happen. But when it happen, we may feel depressed, angry, sad or those who have strong heart, he/she may take it as another river that need to be crossed in order to reach the final destination. Who ever they are, they surely will feel something for what had happened because we ain't robot that has no feeling at all. When you have the negative feeling or problem, don't just keep it yourself. Be sure to meet somebody you really trust, and tell him/her what you feel. Don't just keep the problem or the feeling by yourself, it is a bad idea to do that. When you do that, it may effect your life, sooner or later. Ah, maybe you thought you don't have anybody you trust, and nobody want to hear you problem. But you actually have a very best friend, that are always beside you and can hear you, the God. When you feel you have no one, talk to Him and with His will, your burden feel like being reduce. Have Faith to Him. But, when you just keep it yourself, it will effect you surely. I take me as the example. When I was in earlier secondary school, there was a lot happening to me that I don't want to remember it now. During the period, I thought that nobody was in my side, so I just keep the problem myself. But in late secondary school, my situation was a bit weird. Sometime I got mad at some joke when usually I enjoy the joke. Maybe all the negative feeling I had kept, eagerly want to get out of my mind. Now, I try to talk to someone what I feel. It is really hard because I really not use to it yet. Sometime it feel weird to speak our mind when for 18 years of your life you never talk about it. What you feeling? Don't let the negative feeling conquer your life. Be happy in your life with the guidance of God.

What? Yeah right, for the time being, I don't have any idea what to write about. What I know is I must write something in this site. That's all. I just hope that the idea just came to me as I write this introduction, indeed I don't have idea yet until now. So, I will just write what my friend do yesterday, as I do it too. Today, as the lecturer had told, there suppose a test for mathematics. Not my class though, but for my roommate class. So, they suppose to revise what had been learned in class. Yesterday, after they had finished revising, they switch on the laptop and clicked on a icon on the desktop and started playing Crisis 2. Yeah, indeed, it was a good video game based on first-person shooting game. In this game, it such in the future, aliens had landed on earth and destroying the world. In this game though, you are not fighting the alien alone, but you are also must fight with human too. I don't know why's that, because I don't play it from the beginning. I just continue what had my friend reached. Indeed, when you are nearly to the exam or test, your mind should not focus on study only. You must enjoy or take a rest before a test or exam being held. This to make sure that during exam you are not too stressed so that you forget what had you learned before. Ha ha, that for my entry today.

languange Every day, we speak to people around us through a medium that being understand both by speaker and listener. This medium is so called language. There are too many languages in this world. Some of it you'll never heard it, and some of it is globally used by world citizen. There also exist dead language, the language that already no one use it. Through eighteen years of life, I have learned about 4 languages, Malay, English, Arabic and Japanese. Malay, of course, I learned to speak it from my earlier life as an infant. I'm born as a Malay, so that why I could speak it fluently. During my primary school, I started to learn new language, English. I learned Arabic when I entered secondary school and the last language I learned for now is Japanese, started to learn when I entered the college life. Yeah, indeed, although I have been learning the Arabic about five years, I still can't talk it fluently and it is really hard to remember what I had been learned before. But for English and Japanese, I feel very excited and it seem very easy to learn it. I only feel excited to learn the Arabic when it is really the last year in secondary school. Japanese, from earlier of learning process, I already feel excited and want to say it loud. Maybe because I know that I will further my study in the Land of the Rising Sun I feel such excite. Yeah, it may because of that. To learn a new language we must feel such that we will talk to people that use the language someday. When you think like that, you are more motivated to learn the language and speak the language. When I learned the Arabic for 5 years, I never thought that I'll go to the Middle East Asia or talking with Arabic speaker. So that why when I entered the Uniten, where many of the student is Arabic speaker, I feel regret, cause I forgot what I had learned for 5 years of my life. So, when you learn a new language, remember that someday you'll use the language to speak with their speaker even though you are not going to the language's origin country.