Hi, I just need to talk to someone. I don't have friends to do it and I feel completely alone now. I feel embarrassed to say it here but I just think I was born to be alone you know, like everyone I met left me, replaced me, forgot me. I never heard someone say "I love you" to me except my parent when they were drunk. I did my best to reach my dreams but I feel so lost. I don't find a job because I don't have experience in my area ( game designer and developer) so I have been working on my portfolio and my own game to show them what I know to do but my parents just asked me to have a real job and just gave me 3 months or I must leave their home. I think the child used to dream is dying here. I'm scared and I think even God left me too. #SOS #friends #talk #helpme #job