I met a musician who played piano for churches who said that she would teach me music.I appreciate her good intention, but I didn't learn from her. I like music but I'm really not good at it. when I was at the primary school, every student was given a recorder. we should play it at the end of the term. but I still didn't know how to play it. the teacher had nothing to do with me, just let me sing a song instead. so I just didn't want to waste her time and energy. she is a patient but she doesn't owe me. she inspired me and prayed for me when I was threatened and stressed at my workplace last year. every time it is she calls me. I never call her. I just don't want to disturb her. she is also good at writing and painting. Mine has been a life of much shame.