dumped me? then she must be blind.

No never, ever. You either want me or you do not.

I do not even ask a girl for a date twice. No is no. If you do not want me, okay, rough day, new day tomorrow. That might be cultural. I know it got me into troubles in Korea. There it is a custom for girl to play hard to get. You have to ask them out 3 times before they say yes. I only got one date, only one girl understood that for people from more emancipated countries, a women's no is no, and if you ask again, you are just foolish.

If I still love them so maybe

take back, you mean? no.