I'm not a rich person people

I'm a not rich person people who can asked someone to teach me how to write and speak in English properly. Because of this that, sometime I'm I gave give up to learning English. I'm just listen to  English songs to improve my pronunciation. I'm really embarassed shame with my classmate because my classmates their are good in English. I'm a village girl and all my classmates are  is from the city and because of that maybe their English skills are better than mine.is good than me. I'm still remember where when my English teacher in my primary and secondary school did not always talk in English. So, I do did not really focus and at the same time I'm did not have a chance to speak in English at that time. But I'm do not blame my teachers,..because of them here I am..So I just want  to say sorry to my teachers because if they knew my problem right now maybe they would feel bad.. I'm sorry teachers that I did not pay attention during your class.

Hello not necessarily have to learn English for a price we all do not have the money.