Where should I go?? Hi everyone, I'm vikky. I have graduated from university for more than a year, and now I'm working as a sale in an import and export corporation which located in a small county, I like people here, but I hate the working condition,I haven't sold one steel pipe, what I did seems meaningless. Actually I prefer to go to graduate school, to study in Beijing Foreign Studies University(BFSU),that's my dream, but it's difficult for me according to my level now, especially I am working. I feel sorry to this company if I resigned because I haven't creat profits for company, but I don't want to put down my dream, I also afraid it is wasting time to prepare for graduate exams, I'm 23 now, the age of a girl should to marry somebody in Chinese counties. So could someone give me some advises? Thanks!

My ex I have an ex who is living in my deep heart. I know it's common for a 23-year girl,but I still want to share this experience with you. He is my high school classmate,we fall in love with each other in my sophomore year,but we lived in different city and saw each other once during a month. I have to say, I never thought of marrying him at the begining, but as times goes by I found I depend on him heavily and wanna to marry him strongly. Approaching graduation, I was prepare for the exams for postgraduate, while I feel he is becoming busier and busier, he called me scarcely and everytime I got these answers like "You should go to study" or "I'm busy now",I thought he is considering for me, but everytime he answered me like that and then I realized there were something wrong, so I asked him if he have no feeling to me, but he denied. Our contradiction increased day by day until I went to his city in spite of his opposition, I learned a desperate news that he has have another girl friend.We broked up after I cried for one night. After breaking up, I attempted to forget all memory about him, I share my time with my friend and tried to happy myself everyday. Three month passed, my ex found me and begged me to forgive him, I finally moved by him, and then we got together again, but we still be two person in two cities. Four monthes ago, he put forward to separate the second time, I accepted with no reason, because I know he is never the man I once loved.