it's only a spark but it keeps me going <3 well, i'm gonna tell you what happenned to me last weekend, after a year and eight months aproximately i broke up with my boyfriend, and i know i should feel bad about it , but i dont. may it is because for me it has already died a long time ago or maybe never has been alive... i'm just writing it down here because i think i have to let it go somehow... now i'm gonna get back to my life doing what i love and to enjoy my family and friends i still don't understand why a person who's suppossed to love you and help you with whatever you need and just make you happy can be so mean. but i guess it's something i had to learn, so now i have to start my life again and it seems to be that i'm a lucky person because it is not as hard as i thought it would be for me :)