I realize that I rarely take any risks in my life and that bothers me a lot and makes me feel stuck. Most people think of doing something and really do it, but not me, I don't even make a try. I research a lot, take all the million pros and cons about it, and finally, I end up in the same place I was before A lot of people say to me "you're really intelligent, you're beyond your time, you're gonna be very successful", how come I don't feel this way then? How come I can't use my intelligence to do something that is going to be good for my future? The years are passing and I have no perspective on my future. I don't have a dream job. Sometimes I think only want someone to just tell me a direction, where to go, and what to do, step by step. I hear a lot "You have to make plans for the future, you have to create a target" but the thing is, I never know where to begin!! I'm 24 years old and currently, and I left my job to focus on my studies in English. Some people say that I should take my savings and go on a 3 month's intercourse abroad (stay in my brother's house) to study English. Actually, that was always my dream, but if I do that now I will literally use 100% of my savings. It is worth it? When I come back I'll have nothing but very good English and that's it. What if I don't find a job just with this? I have my family to help me, but I really wanted financial independence.