Free english classes I'm taking free english classes once a week from next Saturday till end of October. Elena found the article about it. I booked it without hesitation. It provides from Milner international collage, so I have high hopes. Apparently trainee teachers are teaching us. I've been looking for some opportunities to speak english so I'm very happy. It has been unclear to stay in Perth lately except that I want to save up money. I can get the reason why I'm here until October.

About myself (3) I cant stop my appetite lately. I'm eating everything non stop. I worried about myself. I think I'm staying away from junk food and carbohydrate foods as much as possible. And I will try not to get seconds every night, especially pasta. I hope it is because that I must be before my period.

Trip to Bali I'm going on trip to Bali in the end of August. It's actually the first time for me to go there. I'll meet up with my boyfriend from japan in Bali. I want to do something there. I want to sightsee, eat Bali food, go surfing, and chil out on the beach. My plan is that ill go to Gigi island as well. My friend recommended the island which is amazing. The flight cost is cheaper than from japan. I cant wait in many ways.

Lost my goal I feel lost lately. My goal was what I go to abroad on a working holiday. I saved up money for it. My dreams came true. I've always wanted to speak English fluently and lived by myself somewhere other than japan. I hoped i go surfing there as well. I find its not easy to speak English fluently when I started to live actually in Australia. I'm struggling my speaking. I'm getting that I don't know why I wanted to speak English. I need my motivation.

A part time job at Japanese takeaway Finally I found another part time job. I started to work a part time job at Japanese takeaway cafe. My coworkers are all Japanese so it's under the Japanese environment but it's better than I have too much time on my hand. The cafe is quite busy than I expected. I belittled Japanese restaurant. The atmosphere is good and cozy. Fortunately, I am given the stuff meal and I can take unsold sushies away for free.

Temporary return I wondered if i was going to go back Japan in end of August、because my boyfriend who lives in Japan wants to see me and our anniversary coming up in August. He has come Australia for my birthday. I think it's my turn. So i send a message to my Family, but my sister said to me "why you are going to come here? You should enjoy and spend time and money in Australia instead of japan. You must come back in 7months if you don't want to do." And I had my mother worriy about me because she thought I was in under pressures although I'm fine. Then, I think me sister's opinion is right. So, I dicided to not go japan at the time. May be my boyfriend and me will meet here again or meet halfway.

25/6/17 Journaling Yesterday, I and my friend were spoken to by a stranger who was from Perth on the street. Then he took us out for lunch. I knew it was dangerous a bit because we didn't know him at all. But he was nice guy and I was glad to get a opportunity to speak English out of the blue. I was happy to conversation. Today I want surfing. I've broken my legrope but it was fun wave for us. Afterward we went the free yoga class, but it was actually something which is kind of religious. I seemed it was suspicious cult.

Cried in front of employer Tears welled up in my eyes because I'm disappointed with myself. She just wanted tot talk to me about work. I worked hard but there was just a different mind between us. Anyway it was not her fault. Actually I've felt good since I came here. I've spent time with just mixed feelings of anxiety and anticipation and missing my country. But crying made me feel relaxed. I find I have to change my mind to be proactive not consavative.

21/6/17 Journaling I find June is almost over. Today I lost my key. I sear I placed it there, but it was gone. Although I didn't want to doubt her kids, Michelle actually hid it. In the night I went to INDI BAR with my friend. I felt that it's been a long time since I could have listened to music soundly. The performers were so cool.