First notebook entry: Introducing myself I'm Esraa an English literature student at third grade . I have been learning English for 10 years , but i learned how to write and read not how to speak .I feel shy to talk in English although i talk to myself in English most of the time . I think my problem is fearing grammar mistakes and mispronunciation , and sometimes the tense I use.Every year my problem increases because i grow older and find my friends using English all the time with more complicated vocabulary that I even do not know its meaning.