I'm no angel I'm no angel,this time villan is me. The same time in last year,i know you ,and you tell me you love and we together.And can not sustain one mouth,i know you have a girlfriend meanwhile.But you think i'm wrong instead of your mistake.That time,i don't know how to say. In a raining day,you told me ,you just love your girlfriend,and i just your mistake,and forget you.I call your phone,just listening:sorry,you dialed number is not vaild,please try again later..." I know you put me in the blacklist.I told myself nothing it is,and i don't care.I often told myself i don't miss you or i love you. In Sep.2011,you find me again,and say sorry,let's restart.Face you who my loved i don't get the angry.When we get on well you disappeared again.I'm so tired. In this year,you find me second.I'm bored with you.This time,i put your name in the blacklist.I don't want to face you forever. Love,i admit,is ture.But just loved.You can hurt me cause i love you,but this is not my mistake,just a feeling.But this feeling is disappearing... And i will learn how to forget you.And i'll be happyness without you.... This time,i am the villan...But this time,i don't hate you.Thank you for teaching me the feeling of love,sad,hate and forget... I'm no angel...

a new year A new year bagin.I hope everything goes well.And i will earn many money to make my mother have a better life.Money is not everything,but have no money can do nothing.Don't leave any regret. Several days before,my friend's father pass away.I don't know how to comfrot her.Something need cherishi when we lost them and we can do nothing .Maybe we usually fed up with parents' constant chatter.But they just show their love,they just want to close you.When oneday they are not here again,and we can't here the constant chatter,can we feel better?no...There is an old saying in China is "There is no wrong Parent in the world"Filial piety is the first.Maybe we know how to them think when we became parent. I don't if 2012 is the last year,but i can do my best for my mother.Mommy, i love you.a yi xi te lu...And i don't want to quarrel with you! When I watch movie,i often like tragedy.That make me know I should value something.But time never stop,and life don't have one more chance,if we make some mistake we will regret at them. Don't leave any regret.And tomorrow is another day! Ps:my favorite sentence is"love means never say sorry"!

i hate that I don' t know why my grandma don' t like me. Every time i always do the best whatever thing she told me.And i always do any thing as possible as i can.But she never care what i do.She just care my old sister.She only care my old sister. When i was 4,my mother put me in my aunt's home.Until 15,i went my own home.I always do the things best as possible.I don't do the things that mother and grandma don't like .I'm obedient to them.As if they don't like me... I don't know why.I hate that,and i hate myself so narrow-minded.I know my sister is excellent,but i just want a little care from them...even though i often told myself who care... Hu...feel better after crying.I don't dare to write this in my blog,cause i'm fear of my family saw... I hate myself...

some little thing Long time have no use English since I gradute from school. Er...how to say,from now on,I will keeping write diary in English.I'm a freashman here.Please assist me in any way you can.Thank you very much. Today is seven,Dec.I'm not to go to work today.Just rest! I like cartoon very much.My favorite animation is Conan.It's exciting about detective film.Sherlock Holmes is My favorite people. over here...

First notebook entry: Introducing myself はじめまして わたしは赵小昕です よろしく ps:其实，我想说，我完全的不会，可是要写小作文，就只会这一句了，而且名字什么的，也不会翻啊。。。无比郁闷。。。