Loss weight I don't understand why it is so hard for me to take kilos. I need 2 or 3 months to take only 3 kg, but you know what? I need only crying 1 night to loss 2 kg. Yesterday, i measured my weight, it was still normal. This morning i measured it again, and you know i lost 2 kg. Seems one liter of my tears was payed by 2 kg of my weight. :/

Turn back You said that you would turn back, but never really you did. . Maybe you are busy. I am waiting. .

The first thing You need to know when you are learning Bahasa Indonesia Bahasa Indonesia in English is Indonesian. So, Indonesian in Bahasa Indonesia is Bahasa Indonesia not Bahasa. Bahasa means language. But, it will be wrong if you say Indonesian language, because Indonesian has already meant National language of Indonesia. Now, stop saying Bahasa. :)

Really want to lay on snow

How does it feel when you are laying on snow? :) and how is the taste? :D

First Day of Unlimited Time Well, yesterday i wanted to consult my thesis to my adviser. She refused me and said "I think you should find another adviser because i will go to attend my Phd program soon." :( So, i don't know till when i should wait. My unlimited time begins. I hate waiting. Today is my first day of waiting. I went to college to finish my registration for next semester. First i needed to meet co dean to get his signature for my marks list. But the receptionist said, i should check my list first. Okay then i went to mr. Dono. I asked him to check my list. He said "I can't, i am sorry. Come again at 12 pm, i will check it." Oooo i was unlucky :( it would be late. I needed co dean's signature, then the director's of my program too. They would go soon. Today was the last day of registration. In other hand, i needed to meet a doctor at 10 am to check my eyelid. Something has grown on it. Then i didn't do anything. Just kept waiting till 9.30 pm then i decided to go to doctor. I opened my bag, looked for motorbike's key. :O it was gone!!!!! :( I ran to mr. Dono's office and found him smiled to me. Ahhh, he took my key. I entered the office and said "Sir please, check my list. I need to go to doctor soon. Can you see my eyelid? It is getting worse. Please." "Hahaha, why didn't you go yet?" "I lost my key." "Why didn't you try to find it?" "I am looking for it now, it is on you, right?" "Hahaha" he gave my key. "Give me your list!" He looked aorund my list and said "This is the wrong list" "What? How?" "See the marks, too good for you. Hahaha." "Hahaha, I think so." "Thank you Sir, i am going." Then i went to doctor. I thought they would do a little surgery to my eyelid. But they didn't. I should take medicines again and again :( in this case i should wait too. So bad. I went back to college. And the co dean still didn't sign my list yet. Then i went to director's office, brought my files and my marks list without the signature of the co dean. Really i was so nervous :D I gave my files to officer. Then, . . . she said "Okay, files are completed." :O she didn't realize!!! "But wait till tomorrow because the director already went back home." Okay, i was late. I wasn't honest :D it was okay, no problem. The registration officer will be angry with me tomorrow. Let's see :D

Thank God for The Nice Dream I was taking a nap. I had such a nice dream. In my dream, I went to turkey and met Him. He took me to his little city, Cankiri. We went with bus. Everybody on bus stared on us because we spoke english. :) In fact, He leaves near of city center. In my dream he took to a vilage in Cankiri. He said it was not their home, but wanted to show me something. Then we arrived. There was a home, in the back yard you could see so beautiful scenery. It was a river with blue water and so peaceful. He said 'We will leave here someday, Wulan." I wished it was not just a dream. I wish it will become true. Thank God :)

could love be wrong?

No title is available You cry is not caused by loving him, but you know you love him. Sometime you dont understand why god makes you fall in loves with him. dont understand why god makes you meet him. why He makes you both talk each other. why He makes you addicted to him. Every question should have it's own answer. But till now you dont know the answer. Waiting is the worst thing ever. God i pray everyday dont make me fall in love with someone who will not be my fate. If it is a love you give me, you know what i will do.

The worst dream ever I took a nap yesterday. And got so bad dream. In real i have a friend who did a mistake. In that dream, i was in her position. it made me crazy. I woke up, and thought for 10 minutes about it. Really, did i do that mistake? with who? did i make my mom embrssed? after 10 minutes, i realized it was really just a dream. the worst dream ever. God, please i dont want something like that happen to me. keep me away from something like that. . Aamiin