It’s already December 10th, and I have mixed feelings about the end of the year. On one hand, I’m excited for the new year, but on the other hand, I feel very sad that this year is ending, and overall, my sadness is stronger than my excitement. This is because the seniors in my dance club will graduate soon, and I will become a third year student. I became especially close to the seniors this year. They are all so kind, friendly, and really good at dancing. Being around them motivates me in my dancing and makes every practice very enjoyable. I feel really sad that I won’t be able to dance or talk with them next year. I will miss their guidance, encouragement, and just spending time with them. I also don’t want to become a third-year student. Job hunting will start in earnest, and new juniors will join the club. I always feel nervous talking to juniors, so I’m not very confident about interacting with them. On top of that, I haven’t decided what I want to do in the future, so starting job hunting feels stressful and worrying. Sometimes I feel like I’m not ready for all the changes that are coming. Because of all this, I feel very sad that it’s already December. Sometimes I wish I could stay a second-year student forever, just enjoying dance, spending time with my friends, and not worrying about the future yet.