To You

Hi, It's me. You are still there {unclear sentence}. Are you still there?
I'm afraid I came around to you again just like a homing instinct {unclear sentence}.
I recently disliked you I disliked you until recently, I don't know what happened to me.

But when I came back, you already fell in love with another someone else.
How are you doing?
I'm practiced to being alone I'm learning how to be alone, but you I can't live without affection.
I don't mean to attack you. I still hope you get are happy/find happiness, because I feel strange when you look so unhappy.
It's just happening  {unclear sentence} What happened, happened. I'm relieved to know I didn't throw away a few photos of you.
No big deal. See you!