what does "way"here mean? He took another bite of omelet as the strolling couple stopped to embrace. Yes, he could envy them. He thought of Abra. He wasn’t attracted to her. And how incredibly stupid was it to lie to himself? Of course he was attracted. She had that face, that body, that way. He’d rather not be attracted to her, that was accurate. He didn’t want to think about sex. He didn’t want to think about sex with her. He just wanted to write, to escape into a world he created and to find his way back into the world he lived in.