Hello, meet my pain The wind howling outside the door, tonight I am wide-awake. Everything is still except my heartache. Silently, you walk out of my heart without noticed just like you came in. Your ignorance is a powerful weapon giving me away but I am quit sure that your love you gave to me before is perception, not imagination. I fear when I can’t feel it, because I lost in the darkness, without direction, without warmness. How many times I have told myself “don’t worry, you will find the road towards the joy. It just have sealed by the day you find it.” From nowhere, a voice whispers beside my ears “surrender, darling, surrender to him.” I did what it told me but my self-esteem slapped me violently. It is said that you reap what you sow. I keep on questioning myself what I have done to deserve losing him. To my surprise, from the beginning to the end, he had predicted that we were not meant to be together. Trust is the soul of relationship. Why does he start when he knows there is doomed to fail? Is he being timid or does he wind up all with teasing me? I failed, not because of the block of distance, but the wall in his heart. Since those terrible days, I have entertained myself by watching comedy so as not to suffer too much, but I still don’t sufficiently well get it over. You just take a glimpse, I am addicted. “Diddle considered as one of the exact sciences.” You are good at it, because I am blinded by your lie. I pretty understand that you won’t swallow your pride. You just like a child who is afraid of losing what you love, so you hold back. If you could see who really understand you, you would know that I could risk it all just for being your lady. What a pity, you never look it through. Tonight I meet you and meet my pain once again.

A Translation. I would appreciate if you take your time to correct it. Good morning everyone. It is my great honor to accept this interview. At the beginning I would like to thank the leader for giving me this opportunity and I am sure that I won’t let you down. My name is …… I am from Sichuan province nicknamed “the land of abundance”. It is also one of the most habitable cities in China. Graduated from Sichuan College of Architectural Technology in 2009, I’ve been working in Chongqing eighth construction engineering limited liability company and responsible for salary and welfare management. By learning hard for three months, I am familiar with the policy of welfare. Furthermore, I am praised by company leaders for having a good contact with local related department. When it comes to my personality, I am full of enthusiasm and I treat people sincerely. In my daily life I am optimistic and I have a lot of hobbies to enhance the quality of my life. No matter what we do or where we live, I take it seriously that when we communicate with others we should be honesty and modest. I am capable of working in a team or on my own so that I am quite adaptable. However, it is said that nobody is perfect. After graduated, I didn’t have much chance to speak or use English. Given the weakness of oral aspect, I wonder if we could use Chinese in this interview. Thank you very much.

God Bless Me It has been a long long time since I wrote my last note. During those days, I have been through a lot of things which make me feel so tired. I was cheated by people who look like so honesty. My money was stolen by someone I know. My dogs that I saw them growing up died from car accident. Why am I so unlucky? However things don’t seem all disadvantage to me. I get the job that I dream of and I am going to Thailand to spend my vacation this March. I pray for God hoping everything is gonna be fine.